kung mahal mo ako... bakit ganyan ka... bakit may iba ka pang mas mahal...
ayoko na... =(
di mo ba alam cryoso ako sayo at hindi nakikipaglaro???
cguro hindi mo malalaman un...
sna nandito kapa...
sana...
...
pakita mo nga sakin na mahal mo TALAGA ako...
SABIHIN mo na NGAYON kung GUSTO MO TALAGA
DI YUNG PINAPATAGAL MO LANG AT GINAGAWA MO AKONG TANGA...
KILALA KITA...
kya please? =(
"maawa ka..."
Suteki Da ne
Kaze ga yo seta kotoba ni
oyoida kokoro
kumo ga hakobu ashita ni
hazunda koe.
Tsuki ga yuyeru kagami ni
furueta kokoro
hoshi ga nagare koboreta
yawarakai namida.
Suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
kimi no machi ie ude no naka.
Sono mune
karada azuke
yoi ni magire
yumemiru.
Kaze wa tomari kotoba wa
yasashii maboroshi
kumo wa yabure ashita wa
tooku no koe.
Tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo
nagareta kokoro
hoshi ga yurete koboreta
kakusenai namida.
Suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
kimi no machi ie ude no naka.
Sono kao
sotto furete
asa ni tokeru
yumemiru...
(Translation)
My heart was swimming
in words gathered by the wind.
My voice bounded
into a cloud-carried tomorrow.
My heart trembled
in the moon-swayed mirror.
Soft tears,
spilled with a stream of stars.
Isn't it wonderful?
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go
to your town, your home, in your arms.
I dream of being
against your chest,
my body in your keeping
disappearing into the evening.
Words halted by wind are
a gentle illusion.
A tomorrow torn by clouds is
the voice of a distant place.
My heart that had been
in a moon-blurred mirror that flowed,
Those stars that trembled and spilled
cannot hide my tears.
Isn't it wonderful?
If we could walk, hand in hand,
I'd want to go
to your town, your home, in your arms.
My dream of your face,
that I softly touch,
melts in the morning.
If the sun used to shine, I will shine for you…
You’re a star that plays the sky; I’ve been watching you…
I see my world in your direction; I will go with good intensions with you…
Coz I’m waiting… I’m waiting for you (until the night is through)
Coz I’m waiting… I’m waiting for you (until the night is through)
If this place becomes to cold, I will cover you…
You’re the woman w’ change my world, I won’t fail for you…
I see my world in your direction; I will go with good intensions with you…
Coz I’m waiting… I’m waiting for you (until the night is through)
Coz I’m waiting… I’m waiting for you (until the night is through)
MY GUITAR I always carry my guitar anywhere. even when I sleep, when I eat, when I type, when I’m inside the C.R (hehe)… I also have plenty of memories with that stupid guitar, I met many good and adorable friends… I teach some of my friends and my bheibhe, jamming in the phone with my classmates (yah…) uhmm, Ange I miss you… esp. when you played my guitar in our house… (so, will it ever be…) hmmmm… my popularity began with my guitar…(whoooaaa…Hallelujah hehe), my classmates always tell me to use the platform when I’m playing the guitar(it’s like a concert, they are all looking hahahaha…yah right) and… I look cute when I play my guitar…PROMISE hehehe…
MY COOKIE MONSTER BAG I use it ONLY when I go out with my friends (xempz, agaw pansin hehe) even my bag… IS the REASON WHY I MET HER… stupid bag you’re cuter than me… and it’s my source of “Ka-guwapuhan…” I like my bag a lot…
MY HAIR (is gone…huhuhu) Damn it!!! I love my hair so much! I used shampoo for horse for my valuable hair and then they will just gonna cut it!? Stupid!
I look outside the window (again)… yah, I like starring outside esp. when raining… in front of me
is a dead tree… and again, I remembered how happy we are when we both have each other… hmph, memories… memories are killing me. I leave w/o saying any reasons. “It’s hard to lose someone you love and don’t want to lose, but you really must” I always ask the question-
>WHY do WE LOVE each other, if we both always get in trouble?
>WHY do YOU LOVE me, if I always make you cry?
>WHY do I LOVE you, if I only knew you hate me… L
It’s so SAD to think that, we’re both happy but suddenly it happens to fade away… so SAD to think, we both promised each other but one will break it. And… so SAD to think that, you loved her so much but you don’t know, she doesn’t want you anymore… L
Yes, it’s my fault why we broke up… it’s because I didn’t listen to you. Well, wherever you are, even if you have already found someone else, no matter what happens… PLEASE be my friend? Bheibhe…L I miss you so much… I don’t care if someone told me you’re selfish… what the heck!? So what! I need you bheibhe… don’t leave me… It’s just that… “I feel safe when I’m with you…” L
i promised myself to start a day happy... but when i look the rain drops falling from the window like tears falling from her eyes...:( i remember someone i really loved... and we both have a happy momments... its so sad to think... sad to remember...sad to lose... sad to let it break... yes nothing last forever but... :(( "if d sun use to shine...i will shine for you... you're a star dat place d sky...i've been watching you... i see my world in your direction, i will go with good intensions with you... coz i'm waiting, i'm waiting for you(until d night is through) coz i'm waiting, i'm waiting for you(until d night is through)" :( "i know that i should get along with my life... but alife lived without you could never be right... as long as the stars are shining from d heavens...as long as d rivers run to d sea... i'll never get over you getting over me"
why do I always start loving someone happy and leaving them crying??? i hate it(wen dat happens)... :( february 11, 2005 i met dis girl in some activities happened in my school...mag 5-5 months na sana(yah, so what...)we both promised dat we would never leave each oder... others blame me because i loved her... and they told me that she's playing me... well, i changed... even if it is hard... i changed the way of loving her... "kaluguran mukung babatak. lalapo hangga burak"... When i find myself, serious to someone... all WE get is sadness, hatred, sorrow and always fighting(masakit bang lulugod???)... :( but wen i just let her... all I can see is hapiness in her eyes... i have no choice... I leave her... hmmm, hmp. i told her that she "must not be sad... because i now know, even if i'm not around your happy... please understand what i mean..." uurggh... ang hirap... kahit anong gawin ko bheibhe parin kita... sana mabasa mo ito... kahit galit na galit na galit ka sa ginawa ko... hope happy ka na ngayon sa new improved guy mo...hehe :p joke... jamming naman tayo kahit minsan lang... miss ko na kc ung paggigitara mo sa amin... huhuhu... can we still be frends? miss u na... :( asawa ko... walang iwanan hanggang kamatayan... ang tanga tanga ko kc... ngayong hapi ka na ako naman ngayon ung pakusad kusad sayo...(hehehehe) huhuhu...:( sorry... "orewa yurosaretay...." ki o tsukete...(kore nani)
Have you ever love and or missed someone just thinking of him/her and all the things you've been through makes you cry? Have you ever felt incomplete you wanted to kill time being busy just to forget about it but at the end of the day, you end up with the feeling sinking deeper and deeper inside? Have you ever fallen in love so hard, you crashed, and you find yourself struggling to get up? have you ever felt that if you were given a chance to choose whether to fall in love at all or not, you would have chosen not to because you regret everything and that you despise everything because they're just plain painful to think about? let's face it! Reality bites! And we just have to cope up with it no matter what. We can't just rewind everything, delete all the hurtful parts, and play it again. We can't just delete old messages throw away the gifts, cards, and letters, burn old pictures, and put to oblivion all the memories, happy or painful. Because whatever we do, those messages, those gifts, those pictures, and those memories will always be in our hearts and in our minds or maybe has become parts of our lives. And maybe by doing this things, we lessen our chances of moving on. Yes, the healing process can take a lot of courage to let go, a lot of strength to go on, and a lot of tears. But without it, we wouldn't be the stronger person that we are. Falling in love is not a choice. It isn't circumstances. When we fall, do we even have a choice? It doesn't matter how long, it doesn't matter whom with, it doesn't matter why. What matter is, how hard we fall and is there anyone to catch us or are there and watch us crash and end up with wounded hearts? What matter is, that we know how to get up, move on, and heal our broken hearts. What matter is, that we learn from our mistakes. What matter is, that we follow our hearts and our minds combined and that we do not regret anything.
